its really a few thousand glances. i lied im sorry. i’ve been meaning to write stuff for a while but. if i dont do it immediately i get lazy and dont do it.also.
Monday- honestly, i can say that this was one of the best days I’ve had in a LOONG time. And sure it didnt start out very nicely but it ended up turning into something I enjoyed. I woke up thinking that the day was going to be horrible as i dragged myself to class. But the lab we did in class was surprisingly fun. Not because it was my first time dissecting a rat or anything, in fact, it was like my 3rd time. But for some reason my lab partner and I had so much fun just identifying things and dismantling the poor thing that time passed by quickly. I didnt even complain about having to do the lab analysis that usually took up most of my week. After that I had a nice lunch and I got a text from one of my old friends was in town for the week. Even though i was living off of 4 hours of sleep i decided i’d go pick her up anyway. The things we did were pretty much anti-fun we cleaned a friend’s house and helped people move. Even though both things were a pain to do and i really wanted to go home, i ended up having tons of fun. Especially on the way home as i blasted music and sang horribly out of tune with my friends. i just havent felt so comfortable in a while.
Tuesday/Wednesday -these following days were horrible, my lab ran late so many problems came up on all my classes and assignments that caused me to have to spend so much more time dealing with them
Thursday -This day was amazing as well. It started out great. I went to go volunteer at the food bank early in the morning, despite getting 5 hours of sleep. Not only did i get to volunteer with some of my good friends, i also got to spend more time with the organization i’ve been out of touch with for a summer. I had lots of fun volunteering and our group did so well that the food bank actually ran out of things for us to do. Even though my group in class that day found a huge problem in our experimental design and we were forced to find time outside class to do the experiment, i wasnt as bothered as i should have been. Then i was treated to a nice dinner with the friends that i helped with moving. I ended up having almost no time to work on what i should of worked on but i definitely became a lot more productive.
Today -i feel really grateful for what happened today. Today was the only day this entire week that i actually woke up for the first part of my lab class. But i slept through it. I woke up feeling miserable and i immediately fell asleep when i sat down. But lab went incredibly smoothly today and i got to finish early (for once in a looong time). However i learned that my test grades were not up so i confronted the lab coordinator that ruled with an iron fist. After waiting 30 minutes for her to finish up with her work, she threw a variety of insults at me then proceeded to tell me that my student id on my scantron was bubble incorrectly (something ive never done before). She then told me i would get a zero on my midterm. Then she gave me the key and the scantron to look at my grade anyway. After i checked my grade i was so angry because i actually did very well and i tried really hard on it and i was suppose to take a zero just because i misbubbled a bit? It wasn’t something even difficult for them to fix. And it wasnt like it was my answers that were misbubbled. So i sad there disappointed and angry waiting for the lab instructor to come back. She took so long that i ended up realizing that my anger wasnt merited because i did make the mistake and theres no need to be angry. So when she did come back i confirmed with her that i was getting a zero on the assignment. Surprisingly she told me she will give me my grade anyway. In addition to that good news, when i called my group members about working on an experiment outside of lab, they told me they finished everything without me.
omg good day (
passion tea lemonade)
its just been so long since i felt the motivation to do well. I start out going at it with my best, then the motivation never stays. I just really needed some good news/good days to help me gain the motivation i needed to do well.